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Mar. 31st, 2021 08:30 pmI sniffle inside every time I listen to this.
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It's week 5 of the new semester and I've dropped a subject! Now I'm relatively more free to get onto my other subjects, but I'm mostly happy about not forcing myself to study something that really wasn't grooving with me.
I've closed the door on my spiritual shenanigans--I've had enough and enough is enough. Relieved to be away from all that. It really is the time to focus on my studies, and I'm sure the forces that guide and protect me will be okay with me stepping away from being involved on an active way other than the occasional check-in with how we're all being bandied along together and signposting for those who need it. My family won't fall apart just because I'm not actively involved in the spiritual. It's okay to step away and I think it's alright.